I finally got a new xanga!

 i hated this name!

its gay!

so go to my new one!

www.xanga.com/life_is_trying2_have_fun

hey guys! well i had a great new years. i hung out with dani and aubrey. we went to a movie and ended up celebrateing new years in the car. lol fun fun. then the next day i we all went to another movie and then when to the mall. and now im over at aubreys house just chillin. its pretty fun. so how was everybody elses new years?

leave me some comments bithches

i finally got a cell

phone!

 SO CALL

ME! 697-5046

i know i never really do serious entrys but i am today.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

dont get me wrong. i love christmas as much as anyone else. its just this time of year always makes me a little depressed. its hard for me to not have anyone special to share it with even being at a young age.  when ever i think about this i cant help but wonder "how many other people feel the same way as i do?" and, "how many more Christmases will be like this?" there are so many qustions that are brought up to me as i think about this topic.

 i know that im young and its totally wierd that im thinking about this. but i cant help it.

it makes me think. as im sure everybody does i grew up thinking that marage, kids, happieness, it was all a given. but now i can help but think "what if its not?" im not trying to make ne one sad or depressed, this is just what i have been thinking about lately. but are my Christmases ever going to change?

just something to think about

i'll put some funny icons to cheer u up if i made you sad

i wont beable to post for a while so leave me alot of comments

well finals start this week. unfortunately. im not really looking forward to it. but w/e i guess its something that has to be done. so ya thats pretty much it. short entry. but not much is really goin on in my life